Spreading Thin

As I sit here writing this blog, I keep telling myself that I should be in bed trying to sleep. Since I have to be at work at 9 and such...

But, for some reason, I can't force myself to do so. After pondering why for several minutes, I think I have the reason.

I work seven days a week.

Call this a cop-out if you must, but I basically have two different jobs at the same place and it's just starting to sink in that doing both is wearing me the hell out. If I were just a DJ or just a production director I wouldn't complain. But, I'm both right now.

This week is also one where I get to run the night show on Thursday and Friday. So even more on-air stuff to deal with.

I'm probably going to tell Jon this week that, until we know for sure if I'll be getting the Production Director position, that after this weekend I need to take a break from on-air stuff. As much as I love doing it, it clashes with my production responsibilities and is just making me go nuts.

Hopefully the GM will have a decision this week. I'd really prefer to keep the job and not have to go back to looking for something else. There is nobody in Muncie who will hire me and unless I get a job that would pay enough to let me pay off my lease here, I'm pretty much fucked.

I just need this week to go smooth and be full of good news. Otherwise... depression will be go for launch.

~Nate-O