One Little Snag...

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE INTERNET! I BRING YOU GOOD TIDINGS!

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Um... actually, this is just my blog about me. So disregard the "good tidings" part.

Actually, I'm pretty happy right now... Other than the fact that my computer chair fucking broke about an hour ago. The screw bit that holds the back of the chair onto the base snapped and now it's just a worthless piece of junk. Thankfully, my sister has a computer chair at home that isn't being used. So I'll be grabbing that up this weekend.

Now I'm having to use one of my dining room chairs that sits WAY too high for my desk and is causing me to crane my neck down to look at my laptop screen... so damn.

There is, actually, some good stuff going on. Remember that girl I talked about in this entry? Well, we've been texting each other over the past few weeks and I think she really likes me!

Holy crap am I excited... it's been so freakin' long since I've felt the way I do right now. I should hop in my car RIGHT NOW and go see her.

Except she lives 3 god damn hours away.

So I seriously haven't seen this girl in about 2 months now (give or take a few days). It wasn't until she started sending me messages on a regular basis that I really realized how much I miss her. With work being all I pretty much do these days, I kinda let the whole relationship fall by the wayside.

But, she is going to go to the Journey concert with me in September. So that's definitely a plus. And when she gets back to Muncie next month... holy crap! Everyone better watch out.

And you know the great thing? I'm about 90 percent sure the girl feels the same way!

See, with all the others, it didn't seem as genuine as this. (Granted, I didn't get as far with all the others as I have with this girl... *wink)

She was planning on visiting Muncie at the end of the month. Of course, that's the weekend I plan on going to Chicago with my Dad for another round of craziness at Wrigleyville. How fucking unlucky is that? (Maybe I can convince her to come down earlier. I can be pretty convincing when I want to be.)

Although at this rate, I may just drop everything one weekend and head up there! There have been ZERO occasions where I've just said "fuck it" and got in the car to go somewhere/see someone. NEVER. I didn't drive to Fort Wayne, South Bend, or whatever else. But I'm seriously considering just driving my ass up to see this girl. To hell with responsibility and gas prices and the whole lot.

Damn it... could this be for real? Am I losing myself for a woman? Damn it I hope so... I've been waiting long enough for it to happen.


~Nate-O