Ok, let's continue the string of come-back posts with a rebuttal.
The other day, I was very depressed and just in a crappy mood. In true Nate-O form, I wanted to lash out and blame things on people that had nothing to do with my problems. So before I left for work one night, I entered an away message on my AIM that told several groups of people to "Fuck Off."
I included in this list: Work, People, School, Engaged Couples, ETC...
Apparently, I'm not allowed to have a bad day and really pissed off my friend with the "engaged couples" remark. In reality, I'm quite happy for all of my friends that are engaged and wish them the very best of times.
I guess I won't be attending one of their weddings now because of that one night of crappiness.
I suppose it's rather poetic. I've gone and alienated all my friends with one away message. I was wondering why I seemed to be ignored by one of my roommates and his fiancee. Both of whom I have known for quite some time. Hell, I knew about their engagement before many others.
Now they have a new friend and I feel like I'm getting thrown under the bus because of one mistake. A mistake that could've been avoided if I had pretended to "be nice and happy" even if I'm not.
I am truly sorry to all those who might have been offended by my remarks made in the heat of a mini-nervous breakdown. Many of the things I put in that list weren't true.
However, I won't aplogize for being in a bad mood sometimes. I'm not always going to be shiny and happy. I wish I could, but it's not possible %100 of the time.
~Nate-O (AKA: Whiney Bastard/WB)
P.S.: I'm still awesome.
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