My Fridge/Life Sucks

Hey people who still read my blog,

It's official, I need to get some Baking Soda.

The free beer I got from my Dad just didn't taste right tonight. I'm not really sure how to describe it, but I know it just tasted funny. Ryne's beer was also a bit gross, so we totally need some Baking Soda for the fridge.

Oh yeah, Ball State also lost again tonight. Our football team is in a state of pure suck. I don't know what the hell is going on, but I know I don't like it.

Ball State: 24 - N. Dakota: 29

Stupid...

Oh yeah, I was too lazy to got out tonight too. I wanted to see this nice girl I met a few weeks ago, but she kinda blew me off to go to this party. Oh well, that seems to be the constant in my life.

To clarify, the constant is that I don't get women.

Not that I'm not the only guy that doesn't get women, but at least 80% of my male friends have significant others.

WTF am I doing wrong? I mean, I thought I had something good going for a cumlative total of about seven months, and now I have no clue what to do.

I'm gonna be honest, I love Kathleen to death. I wish I had the gaul to seriously ask her out and get that train rolling again. My only concern is that I don't think she feels the same about me. I wish she did though.

She's funny, quick witted, beautiful, and smart. We got along so great for those months we were together... and I would gladly relive every moment we spent together.

Yep, I do think I'm in love. I can only hope she cares as much as I do...

... but, I won't get my hopes up.


Ugh,

~Nate-O